zerotohiro: (Wonderment)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-07 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
If I get caught. [But he shakes his head again.]

Don't you get it? You are my objective. You always have been.
zerotohiro: (Well that's a surprise)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-09 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[His expression clouds over again.]

I'm not using a wish to save myself, but nobody's going to suspect that I killed my own partner either. It's...maybe the cleanest kill I'll have this whole game and it's the one I wanted to do the least.
zerotohiro: (I guess I'm not like Tadashi)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-09 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[...well. Yeah.]

...I wish you weren't the Beast. This would make everything so much easier. [He has to be pragmatic about this or he'll fall apart, too.]
zerotohiro: (over every mistake)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-09 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
I know. [There's a deep, rattling breath.] Yona, I promise I'll get you home after this. We'll figure it out. Just...please don't make this harder than it has to be.
zerotohiro: (Thinking deep thinky things)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-09 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
What else am I supposed to do? [Watching her cry just makes him want to cry even if he refuses to, hand curling into the sleeve of his sweater. It balances the dagger he's hiding and it's a grip on reality he sorely needs.] How else am I supposed to help?
zerotohiro: (Drowned rat)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-13 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
...if I could change how this was supposed to go, I would. You have to know that. This isn't something I would do if I didn't have to. [It's not safe for either of them which really isn't fair. He's quiet and still before he shakes his sleeve, the dagger falling into his grip.]

...I promise I'll make this fast.
zerotohiro: (/bottles up feelings for ten years)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-13 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
...[What a loaded question. There's a pause and he slowly shakes his head.]

Do you trust me still? After all of this?
zerotohiro: (Oops)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-19 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
...[He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small vial with a clear liquid.]

I made something in the lab a week or two ago. It should help make everything go numb so you can't feel anything at all.
zerotohiro: (Thinking deep thinky things)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-22 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
No. [It's nothing like that, not really.] I wanted to give it to you to keep you safe in case something else happened to you. I didn't think it would be me when I initially made the thing.
zerotohiro: (I guess I'm not like Tadashi)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-08-30 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[It should begin to work in ten seconds, maybe less. He tested it and reworked it and made sure it was perfect. He just never thought it would be used like this. He watches her, dagger dropping out of his sleeve and into his hand as he takes a deep breath.]

...I'll do everything I can to bring you back after this. I promise.

[It's all he says before he approaches, taking her by the arm to hold her still before it's a swift and steady stab to the chest.]
zerotohiro: (over every mistake)

[personal profile] zerotohiro 2018-09-11 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
I can't afford not to keep this one. [It's whispered, maybe, and he doesn't try to get her to talk any more than that. Her blood flows over his hand and down the dagger and he's excited the potion worked even if the act fills his stomach with dread.

He knows what will happen next. He'll receive a coin. He'll receive a wish. He'll have completed his objective and played right into the game. But in the end...he had to convince himself it would be worth it.

Maybe someday he'll believe it.

She goes limp in his arms and he chokes on a sob, letting the knife drop instead of her body and holding her up to continue looking at her. After a few moments, he sinks to the ground with her, sitting in the dirt and ignoring the way the blood smears over his clothes and his hands.

Who cares anymore. He did his part...let them come and find him.]